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todae gg s'pore flyer, one of the japanese shop to work. first dae! i don feel excited at all. cause it's time to work & earn money larhs. so boring:( after work nid to go hm myself. feel so lonely in the train. tml is LABOUR DAY! no school:D haha. so gotta meet bert. i've not see him for 4 days le. i feel abit uncomfortable though. it's okies. anyway i will be seeing him tml. when does this going to stop? i wants it back so much. pls don give up,okies. i can take up ur lies and others stuffs but except ur leave. i'm off for work tml:D Life still nid to go on no matter wads. i will keep continue walking though is painful to walk alone. i hope in the middle of the road i will see u. when u gg to haf me back? or u don even want le? ytd went to gym and suppose meet up wif gerlyn they all but they din call or anything. humphs. i feel so sorry & guilty all this while i 've been making two of us feeling so terrible. which i din even thought/ expect why we will haf such dae being like that. all this while i thought onli both of us tgt will stay happy no sad or unhappiness. i feel that i'm the culprit causing all this stupid things if i've been behaving properly. actually is not i wan is the feeling in me which i never felt this way before. i wan to be myself. i noe i can. some thing really nid to take time i nid time to adapt fer losing wad i haf now i moving forward wishing i will haf a better outcome in future. in future i hope there's still a U in my life. shun qi zhi rang. tats the word from u. i bear this in mind le. thanks fer caring me all this while u noe. it's been a long time since ppl care fer me like tat. i donnoe why i become in this state larhs seriously. which i really hate now. i will enjoy my life finding entertainment from now on. i will learn to be dependent on myself from the start of the dae being wif u i never wan to make u like tat the reason i wan to be wif u is wan u to stay happy wif me. i wan me as a reason fer making ur life brighter and happy. not other than that. but i fail to do so. stay happy oways:D u're a best bf/f. haha. no matter wads other sae. my heart will oways haf a place for bert. i love him & i will oways love him. he's someone special in my heart<3 there's nth special to post abt it actually. just wish everything ahead will be fine for me. nth goes wrong. just happily live each dae. i'm satisfied le. come back my smile! i nid entertainment, ppl. i wan everything back to the same even though i noe it cannot be done. i wish so hard fer it every night. so can u let it come true, pls? ytd morning there's school yawns so tired morning school 's time seems so long. time passes so slow. after school went to show room which lecturer assigned us to go collect some brochures. we did. went hm after that. wanted to take a nap den think forget it. after that went to causeway wait fer bert to end school den decided to go his house instead of my house cause i scared later he feels tired. yaya likes me alot keep stickin me whenever i go. caused my leg blue black humphs. funny thing is i play with her hide & seek larhs. i went to hide den she keep finding me. quite cute actually which yaya won't play wif bert this game yeah! hahaha. ytd i feel quite tired. sleep so soundly don feel like waking up this morning. todae class quite relazx time passes veri fast. all busy doing layout plan. so excited seeing my ending works:D tats all ppl. life there's ups & downs learn to overcome it and start afresh. i want to start a new beginning with bert* I'M REALLY SORRY. i din mean to make u no freedom no space to breathe. sorry to oways make ur temper ur mood so bad. cause i dunnoe wad to do without u. 1 yr 23 days. yupps. another dae had passed. todae went to bert's house till nine plus. we todae brought yaya go walk walk. she looked so cute running on the grass! hahaha. she so excited larhs. after that i feel hungry cause before gg his house haven eat breakfast. so we went down again to buy. it's raining. lalala-las. then we watched white chicks and yes this's my second time watchin it yet it's still so funny. after watching finish bert send me hm le. bert tml got volleyball trial! wish him gd luck!:D he's so excited abt it. and oh yes tml meeting rena eat earth quake. tts all. nites everybody. the feeling is just so rite. i'm loving it. todae was a nice dae wif bert. i had enjoyed. i glad tt he had bought his track shoes. wish him gd luck fer his selection. i hope he oso enjoy spending times wif me todae. yupps. sorry fer those i can't meet u up. cause i wan treasure the time wif him hope u guys don mind. lastly i had tok out my thoughts to him so at least i feel so much better! hahaha. nites everyone. Ytd meet up wif bert he come bugis find m we eat and after tt went to take neoprint! hahaha. bert dunnoe how to decorate one. look so funny & weird. yet he still sae is nice. this's second time he took wif me le. wahas. after tt meeting him again. next week oso no idea when i'll be seeing him. i hope i can meet him as soon as possible! xD i love bertie u're oways my tat stupid hairy fatty BERT!
i will miss everything i had before. i will be losing u soon. i noe. i realised all these months tgt i've not being a good gf. i'm sorry. i'm here tryng hard to salvage this relationship i still wanna noe wad u doing outta or in school. i'm curious. i'm so unwillingly to let u go. i miss u so much even though i meeting u later. sorry fer ytd thingy. i still hope u will contact me. find me whenever u free. i still hope u will be there fer me. i love bert. i still wanna be with u. ytd went jogging wif rizal & bert. i love walking back hm wif bert it's like so long din walk hm tgt since secondary. later meeting gerlyn after school. so long din see her le. wahaas. miss her lots. by then bert todae go class gathering. hope he enjoy his first gathering. yupps. i'm looking forward tml & saturdae. cause gg out wif bert. he last night bought me spongebob thingys. i was surprised! hahaha. todae won't be seeing him. but i'm satisfied seeing him fer three days in a row. i nid to go bath get prepared to go school le. though u said to me ur feelings toward me not longer the same u used to haf before. u sae not so into me le. i feel abit hurt. but i still wanna be ur gf! todae actually never expect to go back to school kenneth on msn asked me so since nth to do at hm den meet him khai and fara go school take cert. i has been having weird feeling on the way to school how i wished now i still in that school still feeling sweet to haf friends to tok to and having bert ard to send me back hm after school. i wan tat back pls?! saw mrs koh. so talked abt where we going. last qns will ask the 'old same thing' again i expected le. lucikly mrs ragesh not ard. phew. she sure keep asking de. by then saw mrs koh my art teacher hahaha she's so glad to see me. she told me she's so disappointed la. cause i din contact her or anything. haiis. we chatted. and she same as other teacher asked me the 'same qns' hahaha. without noeing why too. actually when they asked i still will feel sad inside.but nv mind. they donnoe mahs. so after that went hm alone. i noe bert won't read my blog de. u don haf the habit. i still cannot face the reality i chose to be wif u so pls don sae i will be wasting my time wif u. i don think tt way maybe u really losin feeling on me if not no time is not a veri good reason to me. i really miss the times we had tgt. i do. i noe we will still meet each other out the feeling is different. not b/g friend going out onli normal friend. i really used to haf u ard i don mind u spending less time wif me i don think like tat i wasting my time as long as our heart still got one another it doesn't matter if we haf less time spending wif each other. tts my thinking. but i think urs reason not onli tt u still got other reason. i noe but u don wan tell me. u haf a new environment le u will meet new ppl outta. but tang really don wan to see u to haf other gf . u understand. i wan i'm the only one u treating me like tat. i noe bert's mindset already set. i still hope there's still got turning point. i noe i shldn't pin any hope. frankly speaking, i still cannot let go. from my bottom of my heart, i still want to carry on so much. u told me give each other some time. okies, i agree on tt. i understand u need time. i rather give u some time to think than lose u and everything. i still wanna be ur gf. well, todae supposed to haf class due to leturer is sick todae so no school. haiis. nth to do at hm. later bringing micky to see doctor. he's getting skinny! i scared he cannot make it. i afraid of losing another. think too much le. now watching恶作剧2吻 to kill my time. haha. it's still so funny & loving! ppl outta shld really catch it and continue from part 1. i hope everything will be fine. i don wan let go everything. cause i noe there's still got chance to carry on. things keep running through my mind. i noe myself not being tat strong. it's hard to accept. though u told me onli will hurt fer awhile but pls rmb tat u're my first love so it won't just hurt awhile onli. it's my first to experience this. in my heart, i really don wan end like tat. now i just want both of us happy happy go through wad we nid to go through. 090407 the dae we started. i hate myself fer being like tat. .jpg) -001.jpg) .jpg) -001.jpg) .jpg) .jpg) -001.jpg)  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) -001.jpg)  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) spare a thought fer me. we went through so much yet u giving me up like tat i don get it i noe we nid sometime fer each other. i let u step into my life haf u to be involve activities in my life. r u really sure u wan give me up just because of some reason? isn't worth it. i don think so. i don think u're such person so easily to lose feeling fer me i thought i will be different from others i thought i had meet someone different u won't hurt me just like others do. i don wan just end it tat way. the matter has rest. so let it be. but is i still afraid. cause ur seems to be not firm. i din noe wad o do i scared every words i said will cause it again. now i got difficulties expressing myself. i hope really hope we 'll be last time like tat. if not i feel veri stress. i nid secure tats wad every gal nids from a guy. i noe we will be meeting lesser. u might lose feelings on me i accept it. i got no other choice. i wondering if i'm ur obstacles hindering u doing something u wan? i'm lost. i never felt this way before. can we stop being this way. i really don like it. instead i hate it. i wan laughters from us not shedding any tears from any one of us We sign our cards and letters BFF You got a million ways to make me laugh You're looking out for me, you've got my back So good, to have you around You know the secrets I could never tell And when I'm quiet, you break through my shell Don't feel the need to do a rep for you Cause you keep my feet on the ground You're a true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside when something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night Till it's alright again You're a true friend You don't get angry when I change the plans Somehow you're never out of second chances Won't say I told you when I'm wrong again I'm so lucky that I found A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside when something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night Till it's alright again True friends will go To the end of the earth Till they find The things you need Friends hang on Through the ups and downs Cause they've got someone to believe in A true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside when something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night No need to pretend You're a true friend You're here till the end You pull me aside when something ain't right Talk with me now and into the night You're a true friend You're a true friend You're a true friend without realising u had hurt me by saying me like to cry now den i noe, to u i just like to cry not understanding. misunderstanding u. thats the way u looked at me. u din even bother to console me. i'm a burden thats wad i feel i don understand anything. i don even noe wad i noe. In the first place did anyone noe wad i actually wants. u 're not treating me the way u 're when the first we met. sometimes i really feel disappointment deep in my heart. u din even ask me how i feel din bother to ask me anything. i don wan urs company. i wan someone hu noe wad i wan i nid sumone by my side. can't u manage ur time well rather than telling me u scared u no time pei me. i hate tis feeling. so now i decided to let u be the way u wan i don wan take up ur time i don nid ur care, concern i don nid ur message, ur calls i'm alone i can manage. can u tell me how much i stands in ur heart? how important i am to u?
 HAPPY 1ST ANNI! glad to haf u ard. ur accompany ur stupid moves tat always make me irritated. thanks fer ur fat tummy tat make me comfortable to lie on it hahaha. TWO MORE DAYS! hoping fer that. ytd was the second week of school. oh yupps. it was the tiring day! i went for interview. i din noe how to get to s'pore flyer. cause the job interview was over there larhs. there's no dirct bus to that place. i was looking up high at the flyer thinkin when i going to reach there? the bigger it is, it mean i reachin there soon. hahaha. so tiring. keep walking the all day long. oh my.maybe i really lack of exercise. Oops. if someone as to be wif me maybe i won't feel tat tired. at least someone will be as tired as me. sharing burden mahs. so wells.the job was not bad actually. it's a japanese shop seling accessories/cafe it will be a veri good learning though. tts all. gotta eat breakfast:D four more days. & i can't wait anymore i backies. todae not skool. bert first dae orientation. meet him after his school rizal too. we went to eat long john. it has been ages i never eat le wors. mostly is kfc i think. cause is my FAV! now found a job but i still considering. tts all. 6 days to one yr. .jpg) .jpg) todae leturer brought us to this place to do sketching. it's a veri nice scenery i never thought s'pore has such a nice place. hahaha. so we stayed there fer three hrs. to do two sketches i love to do outdoor sketching though somtimes feel abit hot. actually is a veri nice experience. after that meet rena fer the job training. so confirm next tue work nigh shift. scared one person work cannot cope larhs. that the problem. worked from 8-3am leis. humphs. okies . ging to turn in soon. bye~ seven days more:D |
