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Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend thatI'm alright And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect Nothing's gonna change the things that you said Nothing's gonna make this right again Please don't turn your back I can't believe it's hard Just to talk to you But you don't understand 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts foreverI'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect when u see a died end ahead maybe there's a hope in the corner. i haf to accept the things u said, even though my heart cries. I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded By the white light I can't remember howI can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me? I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound But no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto A time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can'tHow could this happen to me? I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? wad's the world going on? can't u just disappearin from my life? heyheys. todae science(physic) my science teacher sae me 'STUPID' Omg! where got such thing de? sae me STUPID lehs. I SMART lohs just tt i don wan to use onli! okies. Humph~ wadever. after skool,i went to gerlyn's house to bake COOKIES & BROWNIES. hahas Is NICE. Cause is we amde de mahs. haha. We made a bottle of mini-cookies fer mdm low. cOoL rite? it's our ai xin cookies fer her. haha Tts all. just came back . Yum yum. just now go chong pang eat. It's delicious. went there with sian n april. damn hungry man. After eatin,donnoe where to go den went hm after tt. - bored - came back hm,straight away use com le wors. - blehs - wahas. My goal now ish to save money to buy mp3 and study hard to go saint andrew junior coollege wors. I mean it. really. hahas. miracle bahs? thanks fer wei jie and garry offerin help! there's nth to update... from tml onwards SAVE SAVE $$$$$. hees. YAY! GOING HOLIDAE SOON! waitin fer this dae fer so long le wors. wahas can relax n enjoy fer one week. can sleep fer long hrs. -bleh blahs- hahas. there's nth happen ard me. just happily guo mei yi tian. don wan to gossip abt others ppl... so bored man:( Ermm. My results? alright bahs. not satisfied. mus study hard le. yupps.tts all. heyhey.just new blog skin! alot of hardworks done arhs. wahas. Can put my pics on the blog skin itself lehs. so happie man. learn sumthin new. ermm. todae din go trainin. one reason- i'm lazy to go out to anywhere. Oops But promise april next week gotta go fer trainin! Must train hard liao larhs. gettin weaker. wahas. so must jia you le. Learn to cherish frwens hu's worth it.  Wow!derrick ish so shuai too! wahas. just put for fun dehs. When you're down and troubled And you need a helping hand And nothing, nothing is going right Close your eyes and think of me And soon I will be there To brighten up even your darkest night You just call out my name And you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again Winter, spring, summer or fall All you have to do is call And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. You've got a friendIf the sky above you Should grow dark and full of clouds And that old north wind should begin to blow Keep your head together And call my name out loud, yeah Soon I'll be knocking upon your door You just call out my name And you know wherever I amI'll come running, oh yes I willTo see you again Winter, spring, summer or fall All you have to do is call And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend When people can be so cold They'll hurt you, and desert you And take your soul if you let them Oh yeah, but don't you let them You just call out my name And you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again Winter, spring, summer or fall All you have to do is call And I'll be there, yes I will. You've got a friend You just call out my name And you know wherever I am I'll come running to see you again oh baby don't you know Winter, spring, summer or fall All you have to do is call Lord, I'll be there yes I will.You've got a friend Oh, you've got a friend. Aint it good to know you've got a friend. Aint it good to know you've got a friend. You've got a friend. Everythin my fault!
Is my fault to ask sian not to pon skool .Is my fault ask her not to pon den i pon . Everythin my fault! Okies. wad is done is done. nth i can do i qian da. I woke up answer ur phone just to hear tt wo hen qian de.............-blehs blah- anythin. just onli 'pon' onli den liddat. den next time i don sae anythin don do anythin. i never go anywhere is truth after hearin tt just hang my phone just liddat. u noe u just hang liddat like is MY FAULT ask her not to pon den cannot accompany u go watch match. - u think is my fault den my fault- Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all the times That I thought would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' crazy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I wonder how we can survive this romance But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you Waiting for you Remember the times when we said Our love would never end I do, I still love you My love is true, only for you And now, I never thought it would be You're love would all disappear for me Am to blame All that I know, there's so much pain I just have to accept your goodbyes I just have to accept even though my heart cries I accept, when you said to me That our loves not meant to be Guess from now on All I can do is accept You gave me those sweet memories Times when it's still you and me Each day, I'm holding you near All of our dreams, all seems so clear And now, all those dreams are all gone Now that it's all said done It's true, that our love is through Now I'm alone Guess I'm alone You said I'll be forever No more goodbyes, ever, never Now that you're gone I'll have to go on  You were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one. Happy burthdae to Jas and sian
Ytd went to marina there to eat steamboat wif jas,qiao xin , gerlyn , yu hao , yaqi, genn , jia xin & liying!wahas. havin good times wif them. We ate alot of chicken. took lotsa of pics. Genn keep suanin me... And they sae my laughter veri scary... wahas. ytd laugh damn lots . so long neva laugh like ytd liddat le. haha when i wanted to take photo of ya qi and hao they throw food on me. I'm shocked lots. so pathetic n childish. waha tell u guys a secret tt gerlyn broke a chair at there. WAHAS I saw it. den i laugh like no tml liddat. ya qi and jas oso laughed. hah. n she so pai seh. Okies. dun sae abt her. ermm,we went hm like abt 10 sumthin? yupps. tts all bahs. had a nice time wif u guys! I'm so scared that you will see All the weakness inside of me I'm so scared of letting go That the pain I've hid will show I know you want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop [CHORUS] I want you to know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes For you I would fly At least I would try For you I'll take The last flight out I'm afraid that You will leave As my secrets Have been revealed In my dreams You'll always stay Every breathing moment from now I know you want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop [CHORUS] I cannot hold back The truth no more I let you wait too long Although it's hard and scares me so A life without you scares me more heaven noe
She's always on my mindFrom the time I wake up Till I close my eyes She's everywhere I go She's all I know And though she's so far away It just keeps getting stronger everyday And even now she's gone I'm still holdin' on So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breakin my heart Don't wanna let her go Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'Cause heaven knows My friends keep telling me That if you really love her You've gotta set her free And if she returns in time I'll know she's mine So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breaking my heart Don't wanna let her go Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'Cause heaven knows Why I live in despair 'Cause wide awake or dreaming I know she's never there And all the time I act so brave I'm shakin' inside Why does it hurt me so Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'Cause heaven knows Heaven knows Heaven knows come back!
Wahas.april had came back from cambodia le! she bought present fer many of us. happie=) todae din went to skool. -bored- nth to do in skool too lorhs. haha den later meetin april they all to pass me jas's presents. tts all.  tryin my best to do everythin i can. tryin to be a good frwen as i can. wad else u still wan me to do? be sumone evrybody hate? sumone hu being condemn by frwens? evrybody think tt i'm the one hu did this* to u... and i'm not! okies. this's ur retributes! u deserve it... do u ever care fer others feelin? u just care fer ur own. just tt u don know. i hate this feelin tt everybody think tt i'm the frwen breaker. wad did i do in the first place? isn't my fault to cause u in this state? i had tried doin my part as ur frwen. really. hope u'll really think it over wad u had done lorhs. fer the heaven's sake. now we're never even anti u. pls amke this clear. is u the one hu started to keep away from us de lorhs. pls don make others think tt are us hu started first. it's all ur fault! stay or leave?
 leave or stay? seem tt everythin do not went smoothly. Omg!i hate my fringe lohs so short man. Like nerd liddat haiyos. just hope grow quickly before april come back from cambodia or else she will laugh at me de. nth else le. everybody seem troubled over frwenship / relationship wors haiis. -speechless`  things had happen which shudn't happen ? sumthin shud noe sumthin shudn't noe the more u noe the more u 're pressurise? the more u noe wads happen ard u or frwens but u don noe shud sae it out anots cause u will noe the consequence choose to ignore and remains silent... world ish so complicated can't things turn out to be simple? just as simple as tt onli lorhs. be frank tts all. be united. be happy. trust. harmony. wahas.i think nobody understand wat i'm tokin arhs tokin craps. i need peace just wanna every frwens ard me to be happy. liddat the life will be more meaningful mahs. yupps think too much oso no use,rite.  nth gotta do wif this pic...hees nth special happen todae. yupps. life's so bored. but today i learn sumthin tt human do make mistake. And i realised sum ppl character 're complicated. u will never know wat their mind thinkin abt? haiis.The world 're so complicated. tts ' my conclusion. wahas.
 this pic took durin maths period.wahas. we're busy doin our work which given from mr see! see we are so HARDWORKING! Onli one word i can sae to u ish I TRUST U! i touched by ur words failure
i such a failure in everything i does =(just a frwen i'm a failure too... - hope u'll lyk the present we gave it to u on tt dae. - speechless` haiis. last night can't sleep even though i'm tired. keep thinkin tt matter. don know y too. ruth in e morning reply me le. i told her my xin shi. when tellin her, i feel lyk cryin again... haiyos.*pathetic lorhs. den wake up le can't sleep again. - i just hope u'll be back... - maybe the day u 'll be back is e day i haf recover? - i'll be waitin no matter wat... - but i scared u take too long - and i can't take it animore... - n i decided to give up? my feelings
Today i'm so shocked i heard sumthin.and so disappointed. But i can't do anithin, just to accept the fact. i jus wanna tell u about my feelin now. yupps. feel so hurt u told april ask the hu to choose shirt fer u cause the person choose shirt taste ish good. i and april busy lookin t-shirt fer u half day. ur answer ish liddat. hais. Frankly , i'm so angry lorhs when i heard tt. Those mesage u reply me hurt me more. even though i told uu tt i not cryin over ur matter. ish bluff u de. cause i understand ur position. i noe u 're stress and u 're in a diff position. so i don put u in e diff position. yupps. I ACCEPT THE FACT... I DO. RESPECT UR DECISION. cause i think tt i think too highly of myself le Foolishly thinkin tt i'm ur important frwen. wahas. stupid of me lorhs. actually i'm nth. hais. Her one day presence can change so much thing in my life. i can cry because of her presence I can even lose my frwen because of her too. ONE DAY LEH! summore sae tt everybody given a chance to change but must see is hu given tt chance. tts e point. but y i can't given a chance? y must there someone in my life snatch my frwens. IT"S UNFAIR! nobody give a chance lorhs. nobody does. nobody cares my feelings. just onli when i sae lorhs. I HATE HER! Frankly speakin. i know tt i liddat sae veri guo fen but tis my feelings. her presence hurts me. she cause the hurt i 'm havin now. i think u onli care fer her feelin... i think tt she more imp than me. * i really regret askin u to pull me in the aljunied team. makin more frwens hurt me more. Things happen so suddenly. which i really can't accept even though i haf to. U know wat? i tell gerlyn tt in my life cannot do without U , APRIl , GERLYN.... I really donnoe wat to do . although i know u this year... i donnoe y i feel so hurt lorhs. i hate myself being liddat! I TIRED LE. I 'M ON THE VERGE BREAKIN DOWN. THERE TOO MUCH THINGS/PROBLEMS I CAN"T HANDLE AND NTH I CAN DO. its not depend on me onli... I really feel tt i'm so silly to cry over such things. Onli april can understand my feelin n thoughts bahs. there 's nobody noe le. i thought u can be the one too but now i think no le bahs. In skool i already cannot face sumbody le now aljunied too. i really dunnoe wad to do. i can't face the world le. nobody noe wat i going through now. i thinkin of quitin . yupps. i'm USELESS! TOTALLY GIVE UP now the onli thing i can do ish accept the fact which heaven wants me to. its will. i need a rest. -disappointed. must things turn to be tis outcome?! i don wish too. but i cannot make it. TIS ISH ME. I"M SELFISH SORRY! - i know wat i doin now ish damn stupid n silly. - sorry! - i know i 'm selfish. - glad to know u - tts e end. - there nth i can sae - cause i hate her. - maybe she can do a better frwen than me do. - do cherish her, okies? - i'm not a good frwen - i onli noe how to make thing worse - she already get wat she wan from me le. - wad i sayin now ish alreadi worthless... - speechless - don wanna force u to make any decision - i don wish to make animore frwens outta. - i wish i could turn back the time and start everythin afresh - liddat i wun feel so hurt - worthless to anybody outta. - u dun feel stress or guilty - as long as u're happy, i 'll be happy too as a fren - not worth it... - thanks fer being there when i need sumone. today feel kinda tired. today all together haf four free period. so sian. after skool stay back fer art Omg... tt teacher veri funny lorhs. cause his english ish bad. hahas. actually we can't understand wad he's tokin just act as if we noe. hahas. den onli me, gerlyn & hisyam stay back fer the art thing lorhs. so pathetic maybe others think tt his lesson ish borin... But he's a scholar from china. don play play wors. hees. Onli learn a few things. yupps. now i want to study hard fer my upcomin test le. wahas. Miracle arhs?! donnoe wad i'm stress-ing abt? don actually understand wad i'm thinkin abt. totally insane. ' pls don leave me alone... i need u* although u don need me. u will neva noe how i feel toward u. u will never noe how much i wanted to see u its hurts to noe the answer of urs. u don bother by my presence but i bother... miss u but i can't do anythin. i'm CONFUSED! i don noe wad to do without u in my life... i noe u don care abt it. is my own wish thinkin. yupps. wanted to tok to u so much yet i don noe how shud i start a conversation. - useless - the dae will nv come . i knew it. hais. hope u will understand my feelings. it's just a matter of time. time will heal the wound of mine- stay happy as u will like before... todae got inter-house three on three but we onli got two teams. so pathetic... hais. - did nth wrong but as if is wrong - wad the hell?! - don denied it. - admit wat u had done wrong - need pity - i don think u need okies. - although u haf frwens but u don really haf the true frwens. okies.get it? - i'm gettin tired of this frwenship - are u? - UR ATTITUDE - SO TIS ISH MY ATTITUDE - can't stand it? - get lost of my world... - don need u anyway. Le ciel obscure la solitude qui nous rends trop de poline Le ceour qui brise a cause qu'il y a veul seul L'amour est partie il ya longtemps que je t'ai vu C'est incroyable que je peut vivre comme ca wo dong le
muscle ache...hais:( wo bu nan guo zhe bu sua shen meng zhi shi wei shen meng yan lei hui liu wo ye bu dong bu yao zai suo huo su zhe shi zui hao de jie guo zhong hao guo ni bu ai wo yi duo zai duo li kai ni zuo you wo xiang qian zuo zhe hui shi wo zhen zheng de jie duo... ytd went to play bball at yu hua. after tt went to 108. had a nice dae. get to know two frwens. jia min n zheng fang. wahas ytd i laugh until dunnoe wat liddat. siao liao. cannot stop laughin lohs. den play bball wif guys oso cannot control keep laughin. hahas cause got one guy looks like alien lorhs tt made me laugh. wahas. tts all. ytd went to play bbal wif sheryl, april, sian, qiao xin, jia min and zhen fang at yuhua. after tt ish 108. haha. Get to noe jia min ytd. She's looked so handsome. not onli me say arhs. hahas had a nice day. Ytd i laugh until wan to siao liao. cause i'm playin bball with a alien!!! haha actually he's not a alien but he looks like man. hahas Den dunnoe wad things oso made me laugh until stomach cramps siax. At night, april's bro send us hm. good rite. aniwae thanks april arhs. haha End of story. don wish to
tired n stress.haf to give up but i don wish too. really need u by my side. i don noe wat to do le. haiis im po ssi ble - there's nth i can do anymore. -meaningless- |